Back With a New Way...

Well, I'm 15 now, loves. Things have changed an awful lot in a year and a half. Chrisykins became just Christine, and life is holding me there. I chose to abandon this blog because of emotional issues on my part. Now I'm back and hopefully here to stay.
When I got this blog in the first place, it was merely ment to be a way to keep in touch with my two best friends. I've really only ever had two best friends. One I still talk to sometimes, the other now hates me over what I consider to be a misunderstanding. I still hope that one day things will be fixed between her and I but I don't epect to ever get that... This blog is now to show just what and who I am now.
I dwell from Irondequoit, New York. I'm an ex-Watertonian with high hopes of never being a Watertonian again. I left behind everyone and everything I loved, including my own mother, to start a new life here, and try to prove to the world that I am me, and no one else. As I proved very well in my earlier entries (a year and a half ago approximately) I was very crowd-copy prone. I wanted to be just like everyone else, just like everybody did. I broke from the never ending circle of cliche and copy and discovered myself anew.
Today, I don't live for the latest look or the most popular thing. I live for myself, my parents, my sister and her family, and my four close friends, Alexa, Ethan, Tia, and Jackie. I realize that if you aren't living for what really matters to you, then whats the point in living at all?
I considered getting a new blog, but why not just continue here and show that I have changed and that I am not the pretend person I used to try be.
Reading my old entries, i can just sense how immature i was. At the time I thought I really was mature but looking back I feel that my maturity now well concludes that I was wrong. Hopefully I'm actually right about my maturity now...