Monday, January 3, 2011

We are strong and beautiful...

And fat. I love my chubbyness, I think its adorible. I hate people who try to judge me based on my weight, appearance, and clothing style. I am ME and I don't understand why people have to be judgemental.
I've known people who flow with the crowd, live to please others preferences, and I have known some wonderful people who go against what others want to see, and only show the cold, raw reality of who they are. I only wish I were as strong as some of those wonderful people. I'll never be 100% me, because I'm so terrified of being judged. I think that the reson people don't be themselves is out of fear, and pressure. I am still true to myself deep down inside. But on the outside, I'm still a little less eccentric, and a little less boisterous. Because I will openly admit that I am afraid.
Am I petty?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You have always been the most beautiful person I know. I have been most inspired by your positive energy and sometimes captivated by your sadness. It is beautiful. And on the outside you have a beautiful face and wonderful curves. You most beautiful and pretty because there is absolutely no one else like you.