My Past

I feel like everything I've said and done are haunting me. Like I've pulled so many stupid things, and I just don't know what to do about it. I wish I could magically be 5 again, with every memory of my life and all the intelligence I've gained. Then, I could fix every mistake that ever happened. And never have to look back on things as though I had totally fucked up every moment. Sure, I'd have to live 11 extra years, but it would so be worth it!!!